It was a hell of a countdown. I had been isolating myself in my room for two days. Nourishment was reduced to the bare minimum and I was starting to reek of the need to bathe. I didn’t want that day to come. And I would have to face it alone because I had no …
I had forgotten how lonely this apartment was. Or maybe I had just gotten used to it after so many weeks of staying in. It took months to get used to the last place after she left. But somehow, everything came back fresh in the solitude of this environment. The filth on the walls brought …
I wrote this about Laura Dolgy. I had fallen into the old routine already. I knew that it wouldn’t be long before I got like this again. I was detesting myself, and with reason. I was relentlessly single, and hating every moment of it. I could not bear the idea of being alone. Not after my codependence had …
I wrote this for Laura Dolgy I had just been fired, for the first time in my life, and it had been quite distressing. How could I have seen it coming. It was sneaky, distasteful and degrading. I was fired because my sense of humor was not approved by the fellow employees. Because I …
On February 5th 2011 I was struck with an epiphany to write about the hope of life. This was just quick notes in hope to develop it into a short story or lyrics. It was likely brought on by a temporary breakup or fight that I had with Laura Dolgy. The whole point to this …
“Happiness of the Rain” is a true story of a song that completely changed my lifestyle. “Terra” by Rain Tongue has had quite a profound effect on me. Exact date of even undetermined. Possibly March 23rd 2009, or March 29th/30th 2009. Probably related to EA Games and Carolyn Kingsland. This story was written a year …
I wrote this short story about the Saint Sulpice. I needed to go. I needed to go once more. To see what it was like. How it would be after what happened. I had promised myself for so long I would never set foot in the place again, but something inside me was etching …
I’m going to start this out by introducing how I heard and came across to be obsessed with this band. It was late spring 2009, and through a forum post concerning Shoulder, Embassy and Split Lip. Someone recommended Castevet to me. Myspace was of course the first place I went to check them out. “Plays …
This was written about Sam that I met at Vinyl. Gasping for a breath of life, and I can barely still see the colours of the room. A stiffness to my neck prevents me from perceiving what is left to hold on to. Begging and hoping for the hand so gentle to caress a face …
This was written for Anne-Marie Bouchard. The French version of “Away!”. This one is more elaborate. J’ai mal! J’ai mal! Dit l’homme au cœur brisé. Car se soir tu m’as laissé Quand t’est que reviendra t’elle? Dit-il. Car chaque soir il rêve de sa belle. Toujours je pense a toi. Lui dit-il. Et chaque soir recommence …
This was written for Anne-Marie Bouchard. The English version of “L’homme Au Cœur Brisé”, however much shorter than the French version. “Away!”, says he. She shall not hurt him again. For a sunburn hurts merely once, But cancer kills a lifetime
written in the summer time I would guess no earlier than 3rd grade earliest would be summer between 3rd and 4th grade. (1997) latest would be summer between 5th and 6th grade (1999) One of the 3 earliest creations along with Xmas poem (1998) and Mon Truck lyrics (1997?). It is possible that these three …