These lyrics were written by Jon Plungis for our band Scapegoat in the spring and summer of 2004.
My nightmares are full of sorrow
And regrets for not ending it
My heart is getting eaten bit by bit
I can’t go on it is too hard
I keep getting cut with this glass shard
Only I’m the one cutting myself
Come to my place of worship
It isn’t what you think
It is full of peace… my kind of peace
Filled with demons and love
Of blood and death and destruction
No matter how hard I try
I will always be mortal
I will always bleed forever
I will always have pain forever
And eventually I will die…
Come to my place of worship
It isn’t what you think
It is full of peace… my kind of peace
Filled with demons and love
Of blood and death and destruction
I’m my own downfall
No one else pushed me up against this wall
I can’t go on no matter how hard I try
I end up cutting myself and god starts to cry
To see what kind of person he made
It doesn’t matter to me, pain seems to help us all
I watch my mother shed tears
And taste the blood she cries
And taste the blood she cries
Come to my place of worship
It isn’t what you think
It is full of peace… my kind of peace
Filled with demons and love
Of blood and death and destruction
Come to my place of worship and see what my life is like…