This song was the first true black metal song I ever wrote. It was in the late summer of 2005. It was originally called “You Will Die” but after a suggestion from Howie, it was extended to “You Will Fucking Die”. This song was re-recorded on almost every Throne of Mortality demo, apart from the Monumental Dedication Demos. The song was dropped around that time because it was played in Drop B tunning, and everything recorded for Monumental Dedication was in standard tunning. These original lyrics were fully written by Howard Change (Sabbat) and were titled “This Is Madness”.

God is dead
He died when the angels fell
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The obscurity of my life
Is wearing down my life
The furious evil of grinding gears
And cryptic systems,
Have worn down the spirit
Of eighteen years.
The bodiless anticipations
The unyielding, inexorable

Lies of love and lust
Circle about me day after day
And I can never say
To God, “This is madness,
This is madness you create”